SECRECT THAT KEEP BY HERSELF

This entry inspired by my mother Zuraini Kamal. http://tinta-zue.blogspot.my. Just want to share about what she had been gone through ALONE this current month when she get the news all by herself without anybody.

From her own blog,

"Date 25th March 2012; 4.30pm is the moment that I could not forget. On that day, alone  unaccompanied; I received the news that I was diagnosed with cancer endometrium (uterus). `Clear Cell Adenocarcinoma - mitoses are seen readily! '. I was speechless; speechless. So I hold the emotion; i am not effected by the news. (In the heart .... only Allah,the All-Knowing)

Upon receiving the news; I was in a daze and `blank '. Empty and lost their mind to think. In the car while driving along the road to go home; I cry deadlock. Too many things come to mind; I've never been sick, always practice a healthy lifestyle; very healthy; vigorously maintain my diet sometimes even went to gym for exercise.

 The first person I call is my insurance agent; Chee. I called for asking ' Will my Health Insurance Policy will cover all the expenses of surgery to remove the cancerous cells. His answer: YES; and he advised me to do the surgery immediately.

To be honest, at that time I was not willing to share the news with anyone except myself."

She never told the story until the operation day.

“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.”

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